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Sunday, March 06, 2005

As seen on: http://blog.maxvelascoknott.com

Glenn Close is a horrible actress.


Thursday, March 03, 2005

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I get it ...

"You want out, I get it. Unfortunately my cervix doesn't agree.


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Final Fantasy VII
By Nobuo Uematsu
The Nightmare's Beginning
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As seen on: http://blog.maxvelascoknott.com

Sitting, Waiting, Wishing

Well I was sitting, waiting, wishing
you believed in superstitions,
then maybe you'd see the signs.

The Lord knows that this world is cruel--
I ain't the Lord, I'm just a fool--
and in love with somebody don't make them love you.

Must I always be waiting, waiting on you?
Must I always be playing, playing your fool?

I sang your songs, I danced your dance,
I gave your friends all a chance.
Putting up with them wasn't worth never having you.

Maybe you've been through this before,
but it's my first time so please ignore
these next few lines because they're directed at you.

I can't always be waiting, waiting on you.
I can't always be playing, playing your fool.

I keep playing your part,
but it's not my scene.
Want this plot to twist;
I've had enough mystery.
Keep building it up,
then shooting me down,
but I'm already down.

Just wait a minute,
just sitting, waiting.
Just wait a minute,
just sitting, waiting.

Well if I was in your position,
I'd put down all my ammunition--
I'd wonder why it had taken me so long.

But the Lord knows that I'm not you
and if I was I wouldn't be so cruel
'cause waiting' on love ain't so easy to do.

Must I always be waiting, waiting on you?
Must I always be playing, playing your fool?

---

(Let's linkify this one ... a la Nick Pulido)

My Western Digital 250 GB (pronounced, "JI-guh-bite") hard drive with my recorded history in this world for the past three or so years gave out on me. I haven't checked my e-mail in nearly a week, a task that would be somewhat ludicrous without my spam filters (as I now have collected over 1,775 messages). About 2 GB of e-mail (seven year's worth), over a hundred programs (I don't even have a virus scanner installed--that's something to post on an Internet blog), six years worth of photographs (thousands I tell you), half a dozen movies, all of my work from classes this past year (though I have hard copies of most), and scores of other things I wish not to contemplate were all on there.

I took the thing into the Computer Store on Tuesday and the next day they told me "they couldn't even read it." Bull shit. They either didn't try hard enough or are just plain incompetent. And they damn well better not try to charge me $40 if they didn't even run a single diagnostic.

I offered some money to anyone willing to help me out. This one guy had some $1600 software that he said he'd use and that he wanted $200 for a recovery job as well as extra room to store the data. No thanks. Someone else offered to do it and burn everything on backup, but I ain't 'bout to burn 358 CD-R's ... that'd take about 24 hours if I didn't want to sleep (not to mention $120's worth of discs).

So here's what I might do ...

I'm bidding on a couple of SATA PCI cards on eBay. Unless I come across a good deal on a UATA/UDMA for about 200 GB (<$120), I'll wait until I pick up the card and get a pair of 100 GB SATA drives and maybe even venture into the world of striping ... or not (I suppose I've had enough hard drive woes to want to bother). I know, I'll just copy the data back over, then RAID them.

Anyway, I'll have to download a crack copy of GetDataBack (or if I have money, buy it) and see how much I can pull off my old drive. It'll be a long, drawn-out process ... but it will hopefully yield at least 80% or so of my data.

Afterwards, my tower's going to go through an overhaul. I'll need to fix/figure out what's wrong with my CD-RW drive and find room for all my drives. I like the idea of keeping my OS drive at about 8 GB, though it has been a bit restricting. Assuming I figure out why NTFS is giving me so much trouble and resist the urge to format (unless extensive backing up has taken place) for at least six months, I can only propose that keeping my OS drive somewhat clean and trim is a good idea (you try keeping an OS drive under 8 GB).

What's coming in ... possibly an Airport Express (if I can score one for less than $30 ... doubtfully) ... an XTrac optical mouse pad for my soon-to-be-refurbished keyboard drawer ... half a dozen round cables (I wonder if SATA comes in round ... that might be a bit extreme) ... a cheap micro-screwdriver set ... I suppose that's it. I'm also eyeing to see if I can get any 512 MB Cruzer Micro drives for under $30--they're pretty hot.
All-in-all my distracted obsession has been avoiding the "real problem." It's pretty bad, but I think it'll work out in the end. They've always been supportive and it's about time I faced tomorrow.

And what's made it all worthwhile, is that there's someone else to tell me it's going to be alright. I thought it was enough when that someone was me, but it turns out it wasn't.

Life beckons, adieu ...


Thursday, February 24, 2005

As seen on: http://blog.maxvelascoknott.com

If You've Been Thinking About ...

... subscribing to Blockbuster online for their Netflix-like DVD-mailing service, do it through me =).


Tuesday, February 22, 2005

As seen on: http://blog.maxvelascoknott.com

Quite Selfish, Aren't We?

This was one of the greatest weekends yet, yet tainted with a personal culpability I have not felt since high school.  With consequences profound, I cherish yesterday and turn toward tomorrow with the same apathetic veil held since birth.



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